i was reminded by a good "christian" (whiplash)that laughter is the BEST medicine. ;) and having people who love you. (and genuinely care about your well being) it's like a new beginning, and i have a few prospects ALREADY!? and know that surrounding myself with people who are good people and even BETTER artists is already something i had compromised in the past for myself. money doesn't equal talent. and true artists and talented people never compromise. so i won't. that's not who i am, and hand over the oscar! lol. big things are on the horizon and thanks to janet for my "new" powerbook. she's seriously one of the amazing people i woulnd't give up knowing for ANYthing ;) -off to shop and lunch! (and brainstorm)
thanks for all your help, you know who you are.