the times, they are a changin'

so i guess a mom has to do what a mom has to do.

lottie's daycare has provided her with the BEST care i could've ever hoped for.

i recently came into the midst of a woman/mother that i think could provide her with

more one on one...

i am so happy that our lives are taking a turn for the best. it's so hard to distinguish the bad from the good.

we have the good. i know it. lottie will flourish in this new environment. she will get the care i want to give her (being her mommy) BUT we cannot financially afford for me to stay home. i have a lot of mommy guilt but i think things are going the best way they can possibly go.

ps: that's the oldest pic
EVER. :)