Thursday, November 18, 2010
i did it...
but, in all actuality, my life is anything BUT crazy. it's a lot of worrying, butt wiping, bathing, cleaning, WORKING, worrying, reading about saving for my daugher's college, working, did i mention working? did i mention worrying? paying bills, staying on top of birthdays, anniversaries and holidays. and i don't even feel like i do a good job at those!
i think my lack of control in some cases lead me down a path of reminiscing. wishing for my youth, wishing i could right the wrongs, and heal the messes of my past life.
even when i was sitting in the chair and the guy at KYKLOPS on the southside was preparing my tattoo, i kept thinking, "is this dumb, maybe it's too big, is black gross? will i look like a biker chick? ...." mind racing, racing, racing.
you can't fight who you have become. and i've become a responsible adult.
in any case, i got this rad star tattoo. :) i <3 it.